bloomdrops

I was working on, well. Something I was putting a lot of effort into. More than anything I've ever worked on. Every detail. I've spent hours on it, and it wasn't even halfway done. Then the next time I turned my computer on and tried to open it up like I normally do in PS, it just gives me a file with a black, locked background layer. I've done some researching and I figure the file just got corrupted somehow. Sigh. Sigh. Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiighugggghomgkillmethisissonotevenfaircomeoniworkedsofuckinghardonthaaaaaaaaaat. Too upset to cry over it, and thinking about restarting from the little bit that I do have saved just

So a few days ago I made a stupid decision to draw only men until the end of August and posted it on my tumblr so if I broke the commitment everyone would be able to see my shame. Sigh. I already regret even making the decision but IT MUST BE DONE seriously I am so uncomfortable drawing men it PHYSICALLY HURTS TO DO. So August is TEH MENS MUNTH. Slap me if I break the rules okay ready set GO.

25 watchers, mang! 1/4th of 100, aye? Seems like a significant amount. Enough to make me wanna finally post a journal instead of just leaving my page an awkward slate of pretty much blank. Anyway, now would be as good of time as any to say thanks. Really. For all the favorites and pageviews and watches of course, and to all the people that comment and send me llamas (seriously what the fuck do I do with these things) and really just everyone who has tried to make me feel welcome here. Thank you even if you just saw a thumbnail of something of mine and clicked it out of curiosity and then moved right along. This is starting to feel a little se